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Saturday, 08 March 2008

  • I woke up at one today. I was told last night at work that I didn't have to go into work tonight because it was going to be slow. I'm glad, an extra day to myself and I don't have to go out in the torrential downpour an extra time. I went grocery shopping and was happy with how little I spent, and rewarded myself with McDonald's. I should take a shower soon... and maybe do some laundry later on tonight, after everyone doesn't care about the washer or dryer, so I don't have to squeeze in time to do it.

    My boyfriend Netflixed the last available season of South Park, and I have yet to watch it. Shame on me for not having time to do so. He really wants to send the season back out so he can get Talledega Nights and The 40 Year Old Virgin. Basically I need to watch that... I should tonight, since basic cable on a Saturday is not very interesting.

    I got my Federal Taxes back today. The check felt so good in my hands... I'll have a lot to hold me over for a little bit, and I might spend a little on myself.

    I have a big zit between my eyebrows. Just chilling out for the past week or so, and just won't go away.

    I hate not being able to see the sunset at night.

Thursday, 06 March 2008

  • They all say that making it can be tough. Well, I made a list of what to do and I feel overwhelmed... I'm going to be laid off from my job in another 25 days and I need to find another good job as soon as possible. I'm going to make a resume and go to a Job Fair, if I can get up that early. I really hope I can get up that early... maybe I can talk my dad into going with me. I need a job, I don't want to collect unemployment and not do anything and wonder why.

    I wish I could feel better about everything... but I don't know what to feel.

Tuesday, 04 March 2008

  • Currently Listening
    The Sweet Escape
    By Gwen Stefani
    Sweet Escape, 4 In The Morning
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    (sigh)

    I almost ran over a rabbit last night when I was driving. I stopped my car so I wouldn't hit it, I was that close. I would have been so distraught if I did that... I mean, just being so close to doing that makes me sad. I don't like being able to control other beings' destinies like that.

    Earlier, I did go out to the grocery store with one of my roommates. I bought a 12 pack of Diet Coke, cheetos, a bottle of Pepsi, unflavored couscous, sushi, and mediterranean curry couscous. I also managed to pick up the latest issue of NYLON magazine. I adore that magazine, and its funny that I couldn't find it anywhere else except for this backwoods, hillbilly supermarket.

    I've started up a Facebook account and frequented it lately to find out that not a lot of people want to be in contact with me. I feel pathetic. I wish I didn't listen to my friend to make that account, I would rather live in a fantasy world where everyone liked me instead.

    sigh...

Thursday, 28 February 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Kala
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    Here's a little excerpt from the story I'm working on:

     

    "My place, I guess. It's not very far from here." He said. Sumiko froze. "Your place?" Hemingway nodded. "Sure. It's kinda small, but it's clean... and warmer than out here. I got coffee, tea, and cocoa too. Just an added bonus I'd let you know about."

    Sumiko and Hemingway laughed. "But seriously, you can come. No strings attatched." He said in an effortless tone. Sumiko was in awe of this rather rapid relationship. She didn't even know if they were even friends. But what she felt, it was if they were kindred souls. "Can I come now?" Sumiko asked.

    Hemingway got up from the bench and then held his hand out to Sumiko to help her up. Sumiko grasped Hemingway's hand and held it the whole time they walked to his house, which was right up the street. Hemingway lived in a modest studio apartment with photographs and paintings that lined the walls. Most of the furniture was fdrom a second-hand shop, or at least looked like it. The smell of clean laundry in the air was rather comforting.

     

    Any thoughts? Please comment if you want to give me a piece of your mind.

     

  • Currently Listening
    Elstree
    By Buggles
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    What are your top 3 pet peeves?

    1. Whining and acting immature to get attention or whatever they want.
    2. People that are hard on themselves for no good reason.
    3. Bad drivers.

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